Congratulations

attended my dearly cousin sister's weeding luncheon today.

as much as I wish for all the happiness in the world for both of them,
i couldnt help.. but to feel 'out of place.'

i dunno how should i describe it..

or maybe i knew it all along the way.

i am just avoiding.


i knew that i do not belong to this kind of occasions.
where family all gathering around.
never will i be.


i should just get lost somewhere.

for the goodness for all.