White + Royle = WhiteRoyle

ennnkk!! rejected!

2011-07-04T20:18:00.002+08:00

you are not recommended to the programe :(:(

no matter how much i pray also tak guna.. aihh

second interview

2011-06-21T22:07:00.004+08:00

the second interview with SC.... hmm.. maybe i should call it second assessment.

It was okay.

luckily i have read somewhere saying that the case study could be on the issue on merger and acquisition and i did some reading and preparation on this beforehand. I was able to answer this question well.

however, the role playing part.. it was... haahaha

the first scenario was..

'the company which i am its hr director is paying 'starvation wages' (as they called it this way). people are complaining to me.

second one was...

'the company which i am its hr director is paying too much wages! and the workers have too much money and they dunno what to do with their money and starting drinking and beating their wives up.

third one was...

the manager from hq came to me demanding an explanation from on what is going on..

well.. i didnt dare to say i did it good. but i certainly gave it my best... i think.

crap out whatever i could.. and tbh i dun remember what i have said actually. haha!

anyway, the accessor said they gonna need 2 weeks before they can come out with the result. in the mean time, just wait bah....

and pray hard. lol

Run ahhh runnnn

2011-06-15T22:16:00.001+08:00

need to blog this out before my memory lost hit me again... haha

it happened when i was having my training (introduction for investment banking) at QW.

just when i was dozing off, trying to keep myself awake. i felt someone is moving my table. the movement was like forward backward..forward and backward.

quickly i turn my head to the person sitting next to me. it happened that he felt the same way too. I guess we are not alone and there are people starting to speak up saying that the building is moving! everyone was shocked!

Without knowing what to do, we continue with the lecture. haha.

roughly about 3mins later. someone screaming from outside the room.

OUT OUT!! EVERYONE GET OUT NOW!!

I guess it must be the evacuation. Just like the fire drill that we had during the orientation (in the same place = QW).

so everyone ran out. so unlike the firedrill where we just selamba selamba. I guess we also takut bah. first time encounter such experience.

anyway. that was my first encounter with the mr.earthquake. or tremor... lol

sekian, telima kasih.

second chance!

2011-06-08T21:13:00.003+08:00

shhhh...

SC called me today asking me to go for their second round of assessment.....

this time i really have to get it. canot say i am gan cheong liao.
must not get affected by the negativitiesssss...

.........talk slow. be confident

Disastrous!

2011-05-31T19:21:00.004+08:00

Just finished my interview with SC.

To be honest, i dont really feel good. I dont think i had given my best.

Was given a written test about your strength, weakness, greatest achievement and career aspiration. Didnt see this coming, i thought gonna be only interview session. Wrote everything what i can remember from my prepared answer for the interview.

Next, (okay, there are 3 candidates including me) wait for your turn for the interview. I waited almost around an hour to get my turn.

After the other two candidates finished their turns, when i was waiting in the room waiting for the lady to come and call me. Seriously, i tell you. That was the most gan cheong moment ever. Its like waiting for your turn to be prosecuted. It sucks to be the last candidates! all the gan cheong building up inside you.

and all these are costing me.

The interview lasted for only 15min!! while others lasted around 30mins.
why... so short. I trying to feed them with more information but i guess it takes two 2 hands to clap. Maybe they just simply not interested. Nothing much questions for me also. Maybe I should try harder by volunteer to give more info.

Anyway, they are all past now.

what i need to do now is more on and maybe to start planing for something else now. =)

just when u least expected...

2011-05-23T22:24:00.004+08:00

this morning..

having the usual monday blue, forced myself to wake up.

then to found out it was cloudy outside! what a day man, cloudy monday morning!
I think it rained yesterday night.

I was so reluctant to wake up till the extent that i really wanna call for a sick leave already! (lazy sick, perhaps lol!) well no choice, have to go either way.

so when i was in the office daydreaming trying to finish up my report.

Suddenly, my phone rang!

it was the name Securities Commisson showing on the screen. (pre set in advance so that i can str8 away tell its from sc) The call that i have been waiting...

So quickly then i ran out (literally!) to pick up the call. (I never like to talk in the phone in the office, it feels like everyone will be listening to you , coz it too quiet.) It was really from Miss Alna. She have set the interview time for me. Next tuesday!

yay!

Gonna start preparing now.

On a second thought, I know i shouldnt be this excited. Coz i know there is only one way all the excitements will lead me to. Nervous. I dont really wanna to lose this chance. Because I know i have only one shot. To get myself out from this current situation. Otherwise, i would really need to execute plan B, which i dont think this is right time for this yet, so i will be back to square 1 again, Kenanga.

Well, i better stop thinking about this. Otherwise, it gonna cost me. I know i would be better off just relax and take it easy. I think i always did the best when i am least nervous.

Anyway, take it easy, be prepared. and ace it.

There is this one quote sticking on my monitor now.

" If others can, why not you!'

brought work back home

2011-05-19T22:17:00.004+08:00

god knows how many times i have said this but faileddddd... lol

this is just an excuse for me to leave on the dot.

but hey, work life balance ya!

yet always do finish all my task on time. ;)

matte imasu

2011-05-16T23:17:00.001+08:00

well... i know i should not be taking this too seriously yet.

i need to wait... patiently.

made a follow up call to sc again today.
Mr Arik (mistaken as Eric) lol, said that i am being shortlisted!

but the person in charge, Miss Al Nazura is on leave today.
was asked to wait for her call to schedule for an interview

waiting patiently. hehe

Congratulations

2011-05-14T23:21:00.006+08:00

attended my dearly cousin sister's weeding luncheon today.

as much as I wish for all the happiness in the world for both of them,
i couldnt help.. but to feel 'out of place.'

i dunno how should i describe it..

or maybe i knew it all along the way.

i am just avoiding.

i knew that i do not belong to this kind of occasions.
where family all gathering around.
never will i be.

i should just get lost somewhere.

for the goodness for all.

securities commission

2011-05-10T21:38:00.002+08:00

Today made a second attempt to call back to sc to inquire about the status of my application.

I guess when ppl tell you that they will call you back. Dont take their words for that. You got to always call back and follow up personally. lol

Initiative always comes with rewards. Looks like Mr Eric is willing to review my application for me and he said he will call me back once he is done with the review!

hurray. at least still got some hope.

should give them one day, and will call back again on thursday! =))))

wish me luck!

nevermind lah

2011-05-09T21:27:00.002+08:00

i guess its time for me to start writing again. even just for a short post. only god knows how many time i have mentioned this line. haha

anyway, just a thought when i notice i had lost my touch when being asked by my boss to write a proposal. My mind just went completely blank.. what happened to my creativity, my ever long winded story telling skills.

anyway, need to rerererererererer pick this habit up again. It will be useful i guess. to train my brain. to think to express my thoughts in words. seriously finding myself lacking this lots.

anyway, my new moto is.
not to impress but to express.

haha

yay!

2010-08-24T21:19:00.003+08:00

Finally, it had come to an end for all the scolding and scared for picking up calls.

I am so damn proud of myself that i didnt quit halfway.

Tomorrow gonna buy some tarts to treat my colleague for all their care all these while. =D

2nd day of working AIA

2010-08-11T21:18:00.002+08:00

#$^#FSA@!%@#%#%@#^#@FWE#@%#

I understand your situation Sir, but currently all our customers representative are busy........

This is my usual dialogue for the job. Today is already the 2nd day of working as the operator. To be honest, i feel like shit.

I think i have never been scolded so much in my life before. Even my parents also dont scold me. But as days goes by (only 2 days, lol). I feel so much better already.

Though i have more customers scolding today. One even screamed at me! for not getting what he want. I feel so much better already compared to the first day. Thanks to those who concern about me and keep sending me supportive messages.

Starting to know ppl around makes me feel more comfortable too. At least i know that i am not alone there "fighting" with the customers. haha!

But now i seriously need to take care of my throat now. Its starting to hurt. Occupational hazard. Sighs..

"I am sorry but i am only the operator"

2010-08-05T21:44:00.004+08:00

Will start my part time job as an operator next tuesday in Chartis House, Jalan Amapang (Just found it the name of the company is actually called AIA instead of AIG, lol) for 12 days starting from next tuesday!!

The job scope of the job is actually kinda funny. Its to comfort the customers and talk to them when all the customer representatives are engaged and arrange a callback for them. (they didnt get to talk to a real customer representative and who knows when will the callback be) So, its bad luck for the customers if i got their call. LOL. Also i think alot of frustration from the customers are expected. LOL

Anyway, its kind of good also la. Can train my communication skills ma. Just have to be patient, patient and patient. Sorry, sorry and sorry like Madam Chai. Haha.

Anyway, if any of you guys happened to be around. Call me!

we can go lunchie together. =D

Curriculum Vitae

2010-08-04T23:12:00.002+08:00

Preparing my CV for tomorrow part time job. AIG Shared Services. I dont think i am ready to commit myself into any permanent job yet.

Ahhhh.. this CV preparing is seriosly killing me. =( Dont wanna face the truth so soon yet.

But, what to do? Sighs..

日本語フェスティバル2010

2010-08-01T23:20:00.004+08:00

This event is seriously wearing me out. Especially the cultural experiences... the instructors, the materials, the meetingss.

Ikebana Madam Chai: I would never forget you. LOL

running here and there. Carrying all the heavy stuffs. My legs are so damn sour.

Working with the people i hate and love.

I am exhausted. =(

Fever

2010-07-22T21:12:00.001+08:00

I am sick now. Having a fever. Its being north-pole-cold for me for this 2 days. Hopefully I can recover before Saturday. Sighs..

Panasonic 50V20k

2010-07-20T23:48:00.005+08:00

Finally, it has arrived!

As you can see, it is seriously a tremendous change for my family! Still getting used to it....

Now i wanna shop for a blueray disc player and also Wii liao. Wanna try playing games on this big baby. Maybe i should take out my ps2 again. Silent hills, Fatal frame.. *smirk haha!

Harvey Norman MidValley

2010-07-19T20:33:00.017+08:00

To whom it may concern,

I bought a Panasonic plasma television from the said outlet last Sunday (11/07/2010) with the promised delivery date being the coming Friday (16/07/2010). To reconfirm the delivery date , I called to the salesperson on Thursday (15/07/2010). I was told that the stock has just come in and the tv will be delivered in the next two days which is Friday or Saturday.

The salesperson failed to keep his promise and there was not any delivery on either of the two days. So, I called the store instead of the salesperson and was shock to find out from the staff that the stock has not even been delivered to the warehouse! In short, there is no stock. This is puzzling as it contradicts the information given by the salesperson, false information and empty promises instead of the real truth.

On top of that, at the time of purchase of the TV, I was given the choice to buy the extended warranty. As it involves with another RM700, I was undecided. When I asked the salesperson whether I could decide later, I was told this is not possible. The decision has to be made right on the spot and I can not add this warranty on after the purchase. Again, this contradicts the information which I found out later on your website that states customers are given 14 days to decide whether to purchase this extended warranty.

As a highly reputable brand, I find this totally unacceptable. As a customer, I feel cheated as false information was given and I was being misled. This is highly unethical. I sincerely hope the company would take this matter seriously. One of the reasons I chose to make my purchase at Harvey Norman is its high reputation for good service, despite the slightly higher prices of your products as compared to the other electrical appliance outlets. I am extremely disappointed only to find out otherwise. The salesperson is willing to cheat just to get the sales closed. After this incident, I am not sure if I would recommend Harvey Norman to my friends and relatives anymore as I believe they deserve better service for their hard-earned money.

Regards,
Royle

Send this complain email to Harvey Norman last Friday and got a reply from them this morning. I got to say Mr. Leicester, the manager of the store is very professional in handling stuff. Apparently, Panasonic is desperate in closing any possible sales despite their stock problem (the salesperson is from Panasonic and he confirmed with Panasonic before he proceed to close the sales).

For compensation, the manager (Harvey Norman) decided to upgrade my current 42'' v20k to 50" v20k with no extra charges and the awesome part, it could be delivered tomorrow! How cool is that. (I was told that they will claim back the price differences from Panasonic)

If you asked me if I would buy anything from them again, hmm.. why not. Maybe it was just luck problem that this happened. Shit just happens, right? Murphy's law, anyone? What worth mentioning is their being friendly and not being keep denying the responsibility but to offer a win win solution. 50 inches!! What else can I say?

Imagine what will happen if this happens in SenQ, i am not sure whether the same solution would be offered. I am just already bought by Harvey Norman for the 50". LOL

ps: i did cc the email to Panasonic as well, and there is also instant response from them. Shame on them for the stock problem yet still keep pushing sales but bravos to their concerns to this matters (I thought they would not care about this).

Happy Chinese New year

2010-07-14T01:45:00.018+08:00

Finally decided to open all the unopened ang paosssss i kept for 2 years. Happy Chinese New Year!!! Ang Paosss Lai Laiiii!

Yay! I am RICHHHHH ~~and famous~~ again!!

Look at this, with the *bling bling* shinny angpao, one might expect the content might be *bling bling* as well right? But it turned out to be only RM6!? o.0 Why RM6? Why not 8? Fattttt mah!!! I dont remember who was the one gave me this already. :S

Another way to trick the children (or money lover like me), put lots of RM1 notes to create the illusion that there are a lot of monies inside. Instead of giving out a single RM5 bank note, five RM1 would make the angpao appears to be thicker hence the illusion. Smart eh!

With that being said, I am still grateful with all the angpao i received. I am not some spoilt kids okay? LOL! Just to share some funny thoughts i have during the angpao opening process only. Bye!

New Dustbin

2010-07-07T23:24:00.021+08:00

Today went out dinner with Goon.

The plan was to have a haircut before meeting him. Jimmy is no longer working with Monsoon and his new saloon is still under renovation. I guess i have to find someone else before the graduation. I dont think i can wait for him, my hair is total mess now. Its getting more like a birdnest by day. :S

free bird's nest anyone?
Not this type of bird's nest lah of coz! LOL

When the time i reached Snips (used to get my haircut there yearssssssss ago), I was shocked to see it had downsized to soo small. Almost half of the store had taken up for manicure. It gave me a very insecure feelings. I am not sure whether to have my haircut here.

They were also busy that time, so they asked me to leave my number there and they will call me later when they are ready. Lucky for me that they were busy. Because another quick glance over the saloon, I realised almost most of the hairstylist there were women. Not that i have something against women, it's just that i have more confidence for a male stylist. I used to try a female hair stylist before, and it was disastrous. Imagine long fake nails, cutting your hair, scratches.. No no.

So, you know what happens later lahh. When they call later... i am not free. LOL

Haircut tak jadi, so i went for dustbin hunting. Its been awhile i am looking for a dustin, or maybe a waste basket. I always have to go to my sister room and use their dustbin whenever i have something to throw, and its damn inconvenient.

I want one with a cover. So that people wont be looking at my ~~used condoms~~ rubbish. Therefore, i found this!

Nice eh, it encourages one to recycle somemore!

Also, i found this,

Gucci?

Overall, they were good buy lah though the dustin looks a bit like dustbin for sanitary pads. LOL Next, i wanna get some photos frame for my photos. Wanna print out the photos and hang them on the wall. I think it will be nice to look at. I am in the middle of decorating my desk's wall. Wanna put up some photos there as well. Till then, it would be another post already. Hopefully it will turn out nice lah, haha!

Song of the day:
MISIA - Tsuki

Exco meeting.

2010-07-04T22:58:00.008+08:00

Right after the Japanese paper, we have an Exco meeting today.

Pffffftttttttttt...

I dont like Exco meeting.

They are soo lengthy and boring.

and its always overtime.

2 and a half hours overtime!!

and we ended at 6pm today.

and i am so tired today.

and i slept for only two hours yesterday.

and i need to go to sleep now...

ZZZzzzzzzzzz

That's right!

2010-07-02T17:03:00.005+08:00

Lei hou yeh!!! :((

I thought you really wanted to be friends. Turned out that I am just someone who can answer all your doubts for you.

How can i be this naive!

How do you clean up ?

2010-07-02T02:19:00.012+08:00

It is very easy to clean up your lectures notes after you graduated. You just keep them all in a box. I have all the lectures notes from my foundation year till now. LOL.

Dont you ever look down on these papers. They can simply cost up to a rm100k! The tuition fees that i had paid starting from my foundation. (Gosh, now I really feel i owe my dad alot! How am i going to repay him that) That's why i dont really throw them away. =)

Hence, we (or rather I) keep all the lectures notes due to its "monetary" value. How about assignment? Do you keep them ?

Personally, I still have all the assignments and even drafts for them again startin from foundation. Dunno why, I just feel there is a sentimental value hold by them. Something you cannot buy using money. How I rush all them up the night before, how satisfied i was seeing them printed out (Yeah, i was good), all the effort that i put on them.

Also, keeping them allows you to relive the particular moment again by reopening the files. (weirdo i am LOL) These are the evidence that you had lived your uni life. (okay uni life aint just about assignments but still part of it..)

I feel sad to delete them. Because after you deleted them, they will never come back anymore. It will look as if they have never existed. It's like deleting your memory. That would be the last thing i would ever want to do. These are the things that made what you are today.

As a result, there are tons of valuable rubbish in my pc and my room. Next time if i have the chance, i could even show you something i keep since my primary school. LOL

okay.. enough talking more working.

i should go back cleaning up my folders now...
They are piling up like mountains. *headache*

As you can see, even for the academic journals also i dont feel like deleting them. LOL

ps: I dont only keep old assignments, but old photos.. N.G photos... videoss.. haha

Raining

2010-07-01T21:43:00.008+08:00

It's been raining for 3 days evening straight. And when its raining, i couldnt go swimming. =(

It's been months since i started to pick this up again as a habit. I used to swim a lot when i was young. My dad always wanted us to learn different kind of stuffs when we were young and swimming happened to become one of those. I was once very frustrated why do we have this class lah that class lah, but as for now, I could not thank him more for this.

Anyway, evening is the time i go for swimming. I tried to go at the afternoon. It was good in a sense that there is not much people. Everyone else is working and i can have the whole pool for myself! ~~Swim in nude! YAY!~~ However, the sun was very very very super the unbearable hot. Not to mention the tan line that you develop. I hate it everytime i look at it. Sighs! So, no more afternoon swim for me.

Since i have been doing self-reflection everyday at home. LOL Swimming is the thing I look forward to everytime i wake up. OMG REALLY? how pathetic!

No lahh.. Actually I have computed a to to list for myself to keep myself occupied.

~~Tuesday: Go collect my bed~~ checked
~~Tuesday: pay graduation tickets~~ checked
~~Wednesday: Send my resume for Work and Travel USA fall intake~~ checked
Thursday: Reply Sis email for my phone warranty problem half checked, will do it later!
Sunday: Sit for japanese paper

OMG, I just realised that i have almost finished all of them!

Waitt... Oh ya!! I have to service my car also. Its going to due soon. Let's put it to next week to do list. Otherwise, i would have no living purpose when next week comes. LOL

ps: eh. i just realised that this post is very messy. I think i am abit rusty liao. Aisk.. nevermind lah.. lazy to edit liao :p

No more shame to my family!

2010-06-28T21:44:00.012+08:00

This morning when i was having a movie marathon in my dream, dont ask me why. I was having a dream about having a movie marathon at my home. LOL. I was interrupted by my phone. It was from huiling informing me about the result is out!!!

Initially, i actually wanted to go back to my dream. Sleep always come first in my life, haha! However, the longer i lay on my bed, the more anxiousness keep coming out from nowhere keeping me from going back to my dreamland.

Therefore, i have no choice but to wake up at 11am!!! bloody 11am! Ungodly hour!! I normally wake up around 2pm. hehehe :p

But i guess, the early wake up was all worth it.

Guess what?

I passed!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!

Anyone wanna give me a hug?

Actually, nothing really surprised me larrr.. Coz i know i sure passed already. LOL But its just that, you can never be too sure with anything. Some lecturer very are keji one. Yes, i am talking about you Kenny Wong!! LOL Anyway, i am all saved now! No more shame to my family. Can walk proudly together with my frens existing the uni gate now! Can enjoy the gradution dinner with peace! Haha!

Certainly, joy isnt all about the feelings i have after i have read the email. I feel a bit of sorrow as well. So what is next? I will no longer receive emails from uni anymore. This would be last email i have from them ? All those goodluck for your exam emails, who-vandalise-the-library-toilets emails, how to shine infront of your employer emails, internship emails and emailsssssssss.

You are basically on your own now. No one will be there keep sending you information about the employment opportunity now. You are no longer a nottingham student anymore. No one will watch your back for you anymore.

I guess this is life bah, we have different phases in our life. When one ends, there comes another new chapter. Cherish the moment is what we should do now.

Yeah, thats right! i am soo going to enjoy doing noting now. Enjoy every bit of the holiday i am having now. Once you get into the working field, its going to be a never-ending chapter!

side note:

I scratched my bumper again just now.

After my swimming session, i passed by a pasar malam. Suddenly all the image about delicious food appearing from nowhere in my mind and asking me to stop and buy them! You know, you always get hungry after swimming. hehe!

So while trying to park my car to the road side. I scratched the left side of my bumper AGAIN! It was dark and i couldnt see clearly. Apparently, i hit the pedestrian border AGAIN!

This is the third time already!

First, it was at around Taman Maluri.
Second, it was at Kelantan, i was too nervous trying to make a u turn before the car came.
Third, it was because i am too tam jiak and didnt see the road properly!

As you can see the scratches are quite severe. Luckily, they are at the bottom part of the bumper, it is not too noticeable. Otherwise i am so not going to forgive myself.

When am i gonna learnt the lesson.... :(

Write write write

2010-06-27T23:32:00.006+08:00

I think i should start writing again. Since i have plenty of time now, might as well use the time to write something.

At least to write something. hmmm, how about something like the holiday i am having now? wait... So the posts from now on its gonna be about eating, sleeping, watching tv, online, goes back again from eating, watching tv, online? LOL

One of my friend actually told me, my english actually improved! Evidence can be seen from the old blog of mine. I actually get shocked too when i look back at what i wrote. All the grammar mistakes. LOL I guess that was one of the main intentions which why i started this blog besides to rant about my life. LOL

Oh ya, by the way,
fyi: for you to catch up a little bit.

I am now having my very own holiday now. Just finished my last paper from uni. Phewww... Finally!! Also provided that i have passed them and the result is going to be out tomorrow!

If things doesnt work out the way i wanted. I would need to resit around Aug and most importantly i would miss the graduation ceremony! the graduation dinner! and not the mention, all the embarrassment while all your friends have already walked out the uni gate happily and you still stuck inside! and my parents would be very very disappointed as well.

So basically, i would need all the luck of my life now for tomorrow! Let me pass all the papers!

Looks like "something" for today's post turned out to be quite a lot. Now, i am just hoping that next post would be a happy post bahhh!!!

*chant chant*

One sided love

2010-05-28T02:25:00.002+08:00

Its actually kind of sad when you see your friends have found a new friend to replace you. The place where you guys been visited together before is being revisited by them not with you but with their new friend.

All the memories which you thought important might not been seen similarly by others.

I guess that is life.
Friends come and go.

you should have learned this by now.

*searching for new friends now*

anyone?

ps: I promised myself not to think about this anymore but i guess i failed again.

The 189235012th times.

2010-04-24T02:24:00.006+08:00

Oh well.

What can i say. Friendship which based on crush was never meant to last long. Tell me about it.

You guys have fun in Genting ya. Sincerely.

I am really tired to clarify or find out anything now. I have cared less since long time ago.

Its better this way. for all of us. =)

3rd time

2010-04-16T22:40:00.003+08:00

I just finished the third interview for this Work and Travel program. again. =.=

Mistakes!!!!

a) I did not greet the interviewer; "How are you?"

b) I did not put much effort to promote myself, eg: i am willing to learn. bla bla

c) Introduce myself! Why i want to join this program. Meet ppl, see different things!

What would i have to lose right? They are soo far in US.
So gan cheong for what? You are never ever going to meet or talk to the person again in your life!

WHY NERVOUS!@!@!?!@

Ultra Slim and Wide

2010-04-07T00:11:00.003+08:00

Its here!
I seriously want to take picture of my uni before i graduated. =D

A book that i saw the other day.
Feel like wanna buy it. LOL

Swimming

2010-03-29T22:54:00.002+08:00

Today would be the 4th week i start to swim back again. Every time the time wanna leave my house, i can feel that my feet is so heavy and the laziness keep asking me to stay!

No, i shall not surrender!
There is only probably 1 or 1 and a half month more.

There is not much time left.

A Catastrophic

2010-03-16T21:58:00.006+08:00

My phone..............flew to the road.........crack here and there..............cost RM 550 to repair.............

where is the highest building nearby ?

I want to jump down from there.

:(

SHE'S A MURDERER?

2010-03-12T16:19:00.008+08:00

Today when i was back home, i was hit by a very shocking news from my sister.

Our piano teacher...ermm, no no. Let me rephrase again.

Our former piano teacher, Karen, has been alleged for murdering her British boyfriend. It's all over the papers. To confirm it further, they even put up her picture!

Okay, she might be a cheater. But murder? I literally dropped my jaw when i heard the news.

I first knew her few years back when i was around 10 or 12 years old. I was learning piano at a music center nearby my house. They keep changing their piano teacher. No, it wasnt becoz i was too naughty at that time. too lazy maybe? LOL. I was later then found out from Karen that the commission they charged was too high, and all the teachers prefer to taught outside themselves. Hence, the high turn around.

At the music centre, Karen then was assigned to teach me and happened to be the longest piano teacher i ever had. I still remember though she was quite tough at times, yet we had a lot of fun. I really liked her. Sometimes i would even go outside and buy drink? chocolate? I forgot already. for her during the class when she feels like one. Haha, i was still a boy ma, follow blindly to whatever she said. I remember i told her i like scary movies, we would then exchanged some really nice tittles. LOL My interest for scary movies started really early when i was young.

Anyway, I stopped learning after grade 5. I was too lazy to continue on thus, i called for a break. She was also planning to stop teaching at the center and decided teach outside by herself at that time. So, she gave me her number just in case we might want to continue later on or something.

So, few years after, its my sister's turn to turn 9 years old. It is like a tradition in my family to start learning piano when we were around 9 years old. LOL. and also, my second sister feel like wanna brush up her piano skills. So we gave Karen a call. Apparently, she is still teaching. So we asked for her help and she started to teaching my sisters since then.

But, she wasn't like what she was in my memory anymore. She became quite irresponsible. She would sometimes skip the classes without replacing them. She claimed that she was having migraine and couldnt teach. We understand that, so we didnt really say anything. Until, there was this time that we all couldnt really stand her for being keep skipping the class. and keep letting aeroplane. The amount of class she owed my sister was enough to cover for the classes for a month. So we asked her, is it okay not to pay for this month tuition fees. But she insisted that she will still replaced them. So my mom paid her the tuition fees for the month.

Ever since then, she sort of like disappeared already. She would never pick up the calls or return any calls. She disappeared with the tuition fees and my sister's certificate without any trace. We tried to contact her in any forms that we could ever think of but no avail.

Until, recently we were shocked to see that her news were all over the papers. She's murderer? To be fair, they only wrote that she was the reason that caused the death or her British boyfriend. I was thinking, is there any somekind of conspiracy behind this?

As far as i know, she is married. Then why this British boyfriend? Apparently, this British boyfriend is married as well. HUH? what?

Would she ever murdered a person? I dont really think so. At least i dont really think that she would really kill a person. So many really. LOL. According to her, she claimed that she found the body when she back to their (she and her boyfriend) house. To make things more confusing, the police said that the muderer should be more than 1 person as the boyfriend was an ex-military soldier. Just by Karen oneself, its kind of impossible for her to kill him. There was a stab wound found on his neck.

If she is a really murderer, OMG, this is really shocking. I don't really want to believe this. The good-nice-gentle piano teacher who i once had.. murder? I cannot really believe.

How if she is not the murderer. She is innocent. She only found the body and has nothing to do with the murder. She must be in a very bad situation now. Should i go help her? What can i do ? If she really innocent and have to go for jail for something she didnt commit? sentenced to death? OMG.

This is soo drama. something that only happened in the drama.
I couldnt really believe this.

link to the news

I have been standing on my own for so long..

2010-03-05T12:33:00.003+08:00

and i started to wonder how it feels to have someone on your side. someone you can lay on.

Guess i screwed things up again! Gosh, Why do I always keep repeating the same thing over again and again. The same thing keep happening to me again. Am I being too desperate? Am I destined to be alone?

I hate to think that its all luck problem or the fate has not come yet as the same thing keep happening. There might be something wrong with me right? It must have to be like this.

But i really dunno what's going on here. Everytime i get closer to something, i keep seeing nothing but rejection, ignorance, or incompatible.

No, please. Sympathy would be the last thing i would ever need here.

I need. I need... Gosh nevermind.

I need some time alone. As if i am already not all these while.

its a never ending story

2010-02-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

When you have worked all the way through and finally got what you wanted, you think happiness comes right after that? No! but the worried feelings that you might lost it to someone else. So the best way is to not to dream of anything at all.

Quote: from TV

Its here!

2010-02-10T23:30:00.004+08:00

After a long 5 months of waiting. It's finally here!

This morning went to do the car tinting. 3M crystaline 70. Took me around 4 hours. But the wait was worthy. My previous car was without any window tinted at all and everytime i drive under the sun, I always feel like i am being cooked by the sun. LOL

The 'Baking' Process to cure the window tinting.

When i opened the gate wanted to take pictures, Ricky ran out. Looks like, i am not the only one who is excited about the new car. lol

sniff sniff....

It's the nature call for him actually... =.=||

Oldtown White Coffee

2010-02-10T13:53:00.002+08:00

Had already waited for 3.5 hours here. I guess the window tinting should be ready by now. Anyway, this is my first time for staying in Old town for so long.

A moment to be remembered. LOL

It's late and my mind is not working properly

2010-02-01T23:26:00.004+08:00

Be a good observer.

There are so much good values that you can learn from others. Things that you are lack of.

First step?

Observe. and learn. =)

inspired from my cousin bro's blog

Chamomile

2010-01-31T23:10:00.000+08:00

I am drinking Chamomile here. Heard that it helps you to sleep better.

These few days been sleeping on the most healthiest time. Sleep everyday at 12 sometimes even at 10 or 11 and wake up on the time to hear birds singing.

This is good! and i plan to keep it that way.
no more facebooking at late night for me!

Delayed delayed

2010-01-30T23:09:00.001+08:00

This car thingy..

really brought so many troubles to me. So many empty promises. I really don't know what I should believe anymore.

sighs.

hair dyed again!

2010-01-27T23:16:00.004+08:00

Just had my hair dyed yesterday night.

I finally understand the reason why i was soo into hair dying for the past few years. Black is totally a no no when you see a hair colored me. LOL

I will remember this always.

Next,

A nice haircut, to welcome our Chinese New year!

and something i had waited for 4 months, its coming soon! yay!

=)

2010-01-27T22:30:00.005+08:00

The moment i put off my mask would be the moment our friendship ends. Oh wait, was there any at the first place?

Gosh, i really hate how the mask works! But..

Kudos to you, for making me there. No one else had done it before. Good Job!

week 1

2010-01-26T10:32:00.004+08:00

Woke up early and went to school only to found out that the class was canceled today. How smart!

anyway, its week ONE out of TEN now. soon enough then it will be TWO, THREE, FOUR, FIVE... TEN!

time well spent

2010-01-25T13:17:00.006+08:00

yesterday night, after come back from genting, i started to feeling not well and dizzy. I am afraid that i might getting fever soon, thus took two tablets of panadols.

In that night, i couldnt sleep well at all. I can feel my body heat is rising and my body keep on sweating. I think i have slept for only 1.5 hours. The rest i was just counting sheep, looking at my plain ceiling.

This morning, i have to wake up early to get the number plate registration done. After took my shower, reach the place at 8.30am. The current series has not run finish yet. So i have to wait there for the remaining current series number to be finish bought only then i can get the number i want. There is 1500++ numbers remaining.

and i had waited for the whole morning. nothing has been done yet. The number has not run finish yet and the department will be closed for lunch time for an hour.

Decided to wait no more, i went back home and bought three packets of chicken rice to go for lunch with my family. An more later, have to go back to JPJ and wait. There is no confirmed time what time i can finished this. The car sales agent is waiting for me to pass her the documents after this.

Later finish running my errands, have to go 1u and meet the folks.

I am tired.........

only if...

2010-01-24T14:51:00.001+08:00

Only if you are willing to break the ice and tell the person that you actually needed the company. Who knows that you might not be alone on that boat.

or not. It could be otherwise.

So, are you willing to take your chances?

bye bye semester 1

2010-01-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

Okay, i know i may sound hypocrite by saying this. But I promise i will work hard next semester!! I WILL!

Nobody likes exam

2010-01-13T02:05:00.011+08:00

Everytime when the exam draws closer,

the more i will be looking if any of my frens were throwing any parties or outings. Study would be the last thing that comes into my mind ever.

The thing is, i really hate studying. To be specific, the preparation for exams. I still remember this time where the feelings was soo intense that i felt like i really wanted to shove that pen i was holding down into my throat.

I am sure that my frens would not be a stranger with how much hatred i have everytime the party is over. How i would really hate to go back to the reality and face the exam that coming soon.

Well, the next paper is on this Thursday. I better do something now.

after I finish 3 more episodes of Desperate Housewives. lol

New Year Resolution

2010-01-02T01:20:00.005+08:00

No, i will not make any new year resolution this year.

They are meant to be broken anyway,

Better to keep it to myself and reveal only when they are achieved then it is something to be proud of. Rather than keep making empty promises to make myself look bad. lol

The only thing that worth mention is that i am going to GRADUATE this year!!

-after the two coming stupid finals-

My life is gonna CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE !!

seriously needing one now.

Happy New Year

2010-01-01T15:29:00.001+08:00

A usual new year post!

Happy new year everyone.
and myself too! =)

Just want to put these up to my blog.

2009-12-25T01:41:00.000+08:00

A small change i made to my desk.

What is my blog about

2009-12-24T22:42:00.004+08:00

Most of the times,

I am not really good in words especially in writing. Thus, a lot of my thoughts couldnt be 100% be put into words by myself. Moreover, i am from chinese education background. It makes the blogging task more difficult.

With that being said, almost of my posts in this bloggie are still in English. I believe that, my chinese education background shouldnt be a pitfall to be excel in english. Thus, aside of sharing my feelings, jotting down the important momenst of life, this bloggie serves as another purpose to me which is a platform for me to practice my English.

I understand that, many people read blogs to kill their time, some even for knowledge. Well, i believe my bloggie would definitely not serving the latter, though i would really be honored if you say yes! haha!

Anyway, i believe that reading my blog doesnt equal to knowing me in person personally. I know that i rant a lot, bitch a lot or share alot of my happiest moment in my life in this bloggie, However, i believe that there is a lot more about me that you should find out aside of this bloggie. This is only a small part of my life. Don't judge me because you have read this or that in my bloggie,

I can more evil or more kind than what i wrote here. Don;t believe me ?

Try me. lol

Sleeeppppp

2009-12-20T20:20:00.001+08:00

Let's see how many days are going to be keep wasted for sleeping.

sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep

It's here!

2009-11-29T20:57:00.006+08:00

In spite with all the stress and pressure of dateline,

i went shopping with my family today.

bought this... but not for me. It's my sis punya.=(

This is mine!!! the HTC HD2
after months of waiting, it had finally arrived!
It's like the most most coolest phone eva!!

Now, i would really have to say goodbye to my old phone.. :'(
Thank you so much for serving me for almost 4 years...

You were like the first camera in my family...
We had so much fun with you, taking photos, videosss
There were so many times i dropped you to the road.
Yet you were still standing strong and served me well.
You followed me travel around the globe so that i dont lost contact with my family.

I'd miss you...... so much.

Next,

exploring time. haha!

happi happi

2009-11-23T02:36:00.003+08:00

Yay!!

now.. i had just finished 80% of the chicken rice assignment! what left is the executive summary for the auditing scandals assignment and the whole advertising assignment.

should be able to finish it on time. Will finished up the chicken rice and audting scandals tomorrow and use the time left for the advertising.

shall keep what Pauline said in mind, 6 more months and i am assignment free. once and for all for good!

me is happy!!

For my own good..

2009-11-18T02:33:00.004+08:00

a very emo song... -shedding tears-

anyway, found a topic for my assignment....Chicken Rice Shop!
I know.. its not a very successful brand.. but at least i know what to write about it ma...LOL

been read and read and think think.... search search..for its info.

then mana tau i found the the facebook of the founder of the company.
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1432095728

Been thinking whether should i go add her and ask her question in her wall. or ..... go post a chicken pic in her wall...

hahahahah

Saturday night fever

2009-11-14T23:35:00.004+08:00

what a boring boring boring saturday night ever....

though the weather is soo nice outside yet i am staying in my home for the freaking whole day! Why? What is wrong with me?

I dont feel like moving at all.. after i have sit on the chair or the bed and my body get used to the posture, i feel like just staying that way forever.

no need to move, no need to work, not even need to think! As if i am dead....

yeah...right... I will be dead if i dont start anything yet. 15 more days 3 fucking assignemntsssssssssssssssss undone. UNDONE!!!! UNFINISHED!! NOT YET START!!!!

Tin arrr!!!! I dont know which local company to choose. Why don't Piron my lecturer just give us a name and both our life would be so much so much easier... I don;t have to think so hard which one to choose and all his student will pass up the assignment on time! how nice is that!!!

15 more days, 360 more hours... 1248942 mi....

no not!!! i shall not think in this way!!

15 more days, 0.5 month, 0.83333 yearrrrr!

I just remembered i have the JLPT on early December! shit!

I am a dead person now. Dont talk to me.
I need to go shop for coffin now adi.

とても楽しかったですよ！

2009-11-02T00:08:00.007+08:00

Recently, the president of JLSM (Japanese Language Society of Malaysia) had accepted a group of japanese student from Gakushuin University Japan for visiting purpose!

and they are here today! As one of committee of the society, my job is to welcome them and bring them around!

and it was... real real tanoshikatta!

Welcoming the students!

Jalan Jalan

Makan @ Jalan Alor

I would like to special introduce this friend of mine. Her name is Juyoung. She is from korean and now studying in Japan. She is really really really a very nice girl.

After the whole event ended, As i would have to stay for the meeting, and she waited for me and we went for dinner together! The plan was to have dinner together but we both werent hungry yet so we went to this starbucks at pavilion. and her favourite drink was also greentea!! LOL

then we chatted chatted.. Talk about her study life in japan. She taught me some japanese grammar. ohya! did i mention that they are soon to be japanese teachers in the future? It was soo fun that we totally forgot about time. It was already 8 oclock before we realised it. She has a meeting to attend at 8 oclock.

So the whole dinner plan just blew off as she had to go already. Aisk! No choice, then I sent her back to her hotel with heavy hearted.

Anyway, we made a promise that i will definitely go Japan find her next year! right after the work and travel. yeah, i decided to go for the program again for the last time!

Wait for me! haha!

ehhhh.. wait wait.. This post is supposed to talk about the Japanese student visiting our society.. howcome i had ran away so far from the topic. LOL

Anyway,

the group photo!!

Windows 7

2009-10-31T02:10:00.001+08:00

Finally, i have gotten my hand lay on the most 'in' thing now!

Windows 7 Ultimate!
with interchangeable languages pack!

Thank you Hsien Wei! Owe you a big one this time!

10/26/2009

2009-10-28T22:35:00.009+08:00

Tonight,

after my dinner, i was quicker than usual, pack my stuffs and drove to my semenyih house. I was expecting something. Something that make me happy.

After i reach the house, i saw nobody at downstairs. After letak my stuffs at my room, waited sometime, then i went upstairs and brought the red egg to hui ling and liting. What they had on their faces was.. ohh okay. letak downstairs la. We will eat it later.

I was really disappointed.. =(

Then i just went online downstairs trying to reply the wishes from facebook and sms. After sometimes, gaberial and jennifer came back home. Nothing from them as well... alright then... =( Then i continue with my stuffs and they were chit-chatting on the same table.

10minutes went by...

20minutes went by...

1 hour went by...

Takkn really noting meh... Aih.. i should have just stayed at home la. At least my family was happy for me. and cook big big stuff for me. Sighhhsss..

Suddenly i felt abit hungry and went to kitchen wanted to get the biscuit which i bought last month still cannot finish from the fridge. Then i saw something suspicious. A big box with secret recipe written on it.

I was like.. ahhh!!!

Suddenly Gregory, TKY and their friends knock on the door and li ting and hui ling came down from upstairs...

Happy Birthday!!!

It's a surprise!

The Oishi Cake...22 years old loh.. Old lohh

The present they gave me on that day... I really love it and needed one. Thank you very very very much!!

Pictures with the guys...

Last but not least.. how can we missed a family portrait.

Say cheese!

On top of the party and present, hui ling and li ting made a video which gathers all the wishes from my uni friends.. It really touched me. and i cried a little bit.. in my heart. LOL Due to some censorship problem, i am not allowed to put it on the net. haha! Dont want my blog to be rated as adult blog. lol

Thank you everyone who wished me. be it in the video, facebook or smses.. I love you guys too. This is definitely one of my unforgettable birthday of my life.. sobs sobs.. lol

New Modem

2009-10-21T20:39:00.005+08:00

Recently, my modem had been acting really funny. Sometimes the lights wont blink at all, sometimes all the lights blinking together! and i would have to keep restart restart and restart to make it work properly. urghh...

It doesnt only affecting the ability to connect, i think does affect on the speed as well.

So i went lowyat yesterday and bought this!

Initially wanna get the linksys one.. but no shop seems to have carry the modem only model, thus have to settle for dlink. Hopefully it will serve me good!

Took this before i unbox it. I really like the feeling to unbox something. Be it a new modem or a new cupboard. After that, we would have to study the user guide how to install it. And the moments when you finish installing it and it most importantly when it works! Wahh.. you feel like the world is yours. LOL

So, the whole evening was spent on installing this new modem. Initially, i only reserved 10 minutes of my life to install this. As i was expecting it was just something like the previous one. Just replace the modem will do. But mana tau, after i change the modem and attach it with the router it just wouldn't seems to connect...

Then i try to reset everything back to factory status.. then reset the router then modem again. But it just wont work.....

~repeating the same things again again and again for 1 hours~

Then something suddenly pop out from my mind. I remember the word bridging! You cant have the modem and router dialing at the same time. They will clash. You will need to set the modem to bridging mode and let the router to dail.

So i change the setting of the modem to bridge mode and it works!!! Haha.. siapa kata spending time online is a waste of time. I read alot during online one okay? lol

Tada... The masterpiece of Master Royle.

and i am a genius. Wahahaha!

お誕生日おめでとう

2009-10-20T22:23:00.002+08:00

今日明日は先生の誕生日です！

So we are planning to have this small party after the class!

Everyone looks so shy at first.. lol

Then we start singing birthday song!

I remember Zi Hang san birthday is on the same week also, so i suggested we sing another round for Zi Hang san.. LOL

Genevieve San also birthday on this month!

The four Sao Xing Gongs and Pos. LOL

Actually that time, they asked me to come out also as sensei remember my birthday is on October also. But I quickly then tipu them mine is on November... So paiseh la. So many people sing for you. Next time next time... LOL

Blowing candle....

Sensei is too old for this game... LOL

Everyone enjoying the cake...

Group Picture!!!

Happy Birthday!

The Tesconian

2009-10-19T23:17:00.014+08:00

Today was really my day. LOL

I was greeted back by my classmates!

Actually the story goes like this, last monday was my first Advanced professional english class and i was like.. okla, first class. have to be friendly. Then i was trying to smile to my new classmates.. mana tau! one of them actually ignored me! and I was like... huh...? what??

and it really did upset me. and today one week after, we met again in the class and i was being greeted back. and the feelings is like... really good! My trying to be friendly did actually pay off in the end. LOL

Then after the class, we went tesco again. Its like the place where we have to go every week. sometimes even 3 times a week. lol

Took some pictures while we were there. Third year already, our last chance to take pictures adi wei.. no more uni life after this....sigh!

Waiting for Lily (the girl in red at the back) to get her kfc dinner.

While we were leaving, we saw this super futuristic machine which can helps you to measure you weight.

I am 60.8kg?!! LOL.

Due to health issue (lol, lily), hui ling and me wanted to go for real nasi instead of fast food, so we went to this restaurant called ding fong for its famous starlight taufu rice only to know it was just mere tipu after that.....

While waiting for food, we took pictures again!

Come come... uncle no shy!!
but no nipples here. LOL

"OH MY GAWDD!" Please meet my new friend from taiwan.. Hui Ci..

Starlight toufu rice...

How leh ?

2009-10-18T20:00:00.006+08:00

I guess i am tired bah...

I am tired guessing this and that. Thinking what's going on with you. It's not going to work anyway.

What i had said has already been delivered regardless how much i wish to take it back. So, i guess..... that's it bah.

Maybe you feel much better now ? or I will feel better. Dont have to keep waiting and anticipating for the miracle to happen though the way we meet was really like a miracle to me.

Both of us wanting the same thing in a relationship. How is it going to work? I would have to keep bearing this in mind.

Hug

2009-10-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

No words are necessary. What you need is just a hug.

A hug speaks thousand words.
And it is all what that matters afterall.

sense of belonging, maybe?

I need a hug now.. anyone? T.T

Cham

2009-06-23T23:08:00.000+08:00

I have been accepted to the Short attachment Progamme.

Dont ask me how, Seriously i have no idea myself too. =\ I received an unknown call again this afternoon, the moment i saw the number, I know it must be from Alliance Bank again.

You know.. the funny things is, when i didn't get the thing, I really want this. After i have been told i am accepted, I starting to feel like should I reject them. Bah Bai right.. I know i do.

But the good thing about this programme is, It is only 1 month long. Unlike internship, they are usually 2 or more than 2 months. So, I don't really have be committed that long. After this 1 month I can play again!

Okay, now i have to worry one more thing, formal attire. As i remember, in my closet, i only have like 1 or 2 formal shirts... I have to get more formal shirts already. Cham.. Somemore this is an unpaid job. More chams........

Saturday night

2009-06-20T23:37:00.001+08:00

It has arrived! YAY!

Okay, it has arrived and been on my walls for few weeks already. Only managed to make myself to take a photo of it and put it up here now.

Anyway, i can foresee that i am going to spend some time here in the future. It's summer break now i have nothing to do nor i plan to do something.

Actually i did apply for a so called short attachment programe by alliance bank but i guess i had screwed it.

Okay, it was my first my being phone interviewed mah! I didnt expect they will actually call, i thought they are going to just reply me by email or something. So when they called, i was so nervous and everything like.. errmm ya.. sure... okay.. no problem.

When the time the lady asked me what do i know about alliance bank. I go and simply reply her by saying.." errr.. actually, i dont know much about alliance bank......" and only then to regret after it. I dunno leh, i just thought i wanna be honest, that's all..

so I guess i wont make it to the program already lah.. Maybe its better this way, I can enjoy being a lazy ass at home for the rest 3 months. We only able to enjoy our uni summer break once leh! Why bother to make ourselves to suffer by working here and there. Come on.. after we graduate, you scared no chance to work meh..... right?

Okay maybe not.. i am just a lazy dumbass.

tax refunded!

2009-05-17T01:16:00.002+08:00

ok, let;s talk something not so random. LOL

I got my tax refund from US government already!!!!

yay!! its time for celebration = shopping!
I wanna get the trick poster of Koda Kumi!!!

most most random dream eva

2009-05-16T22:30:00.016+08:00

I think i just had a most most most random dream ever in my life.

**warning: long, time wasting post detected, read at your own risk**

edit:

okay.

post moved due to avoid any confusion. LOL

Punctuality

2009-03-31T22:36:00.003+08:00

ahhhhHH! i am late again! This few days i am always in hurry and keep being late for everything.

The worst part? i keep taking the wrong road! Its like every time when there's a crossroad, i would just go without thinking 'coz i dont want to waste anymore time thinking and tada, i am 30 minutes even further.

This is really a bad habit.

~~but today i manage to reach on time for my Japanese class!~~ NO! there is no excuse. I know i always use this as an excuse to go out late.

Think think think! when you are driving even when you are hurry and most importantly get prepared and go out earlier.

Gave in

2009-03-29T00:05:00.009+08:00

Finally, another day of dunno what to get. I had gave in. I got a coat/blazer and a vest for myself.

Surprisingly, it looks good! =D
It's a designer coat so it guess it will looks better than normal coat and most importantly it fits! It fits!!!

what a relief..lol

Man Vs. Boy

2009-03-26T23:21:00.010+08:00

Are you a Man or a Boy?

Today went shopping with cmoi to get the shirt for next week annual dinner. It was really stupid. It was stupid in a sense that i have totally no idea on what i want to wear and we just going round and round around Pavilion for nothing.

Actually, we do have quite some ideas on our mind, its just that, when we found a decent pants, we couldnt get a nice shirt to match with it, when we found a nice shirt, we dunno how should we match it too look formal!!!! due to the bloody theme "RED CARPET AFFAIR!"

I dont understand why dont they just theme it "Funky 80's" or "DISCO NIGHT" or even "BEACH PARTY" instead. I am sure it would be much more fun right? ~~and it is so much easier to find a shirt for that!~~! RED CARPET AFFAIR is just so boring. Everyone will be wearing their blazer, tux or dresses and since they are wearing so nice they would all have to walk slowly, even laugh also have to make it gracefully. :S Oh my...

Anyway, still have a week before the annual dinner. Gotta keep looking. Worst come to worst, might as well just wear banana leaf loh. lol!

finally, its done!

2009-02-20T01:28:00.005+08:00

i know no matter what i say now cant make up for the disappearance. As the tittle of my msn was saying, i was painting and redecorating my room.....

Deng Deng Deng! this is what i was busying for the past 2 weeks!

the bed corner

overall view

After the two weeks plus of sleeping in a room with full with dusts, paint, rubbish. This is totally worth it. In fact, i even danced a little of joy after everything is done!!!

okay. after this, gotta catch up with schoolwork already. There is nothing else busying me now. Clean room, more ummph to study ma.. haha! Anyway, got to squeeze myself into the 'second upper class' now.

okla, until then. see ya!

*continue dancing of joy*

(insert a title here, tired of think one again, lol)

2009-01-25T02:35:00.010+08:00

Its not brown, its not orange, its not red and its not orange.

Its blonde! again.. :S

Actually i was wanting to bleach my hair and get some light color; light brown to be more specific (you know, everytime also dark brown, very sien wan leh!) After getting the thoughts delivered, hairstylist said he's gonna mix a new color for me, which is not on the board. Something not too light and not too dark. As a result, it turned out too light and become blonde-ish brown. lol

Anyway, i kinda like it. Its a process of 4 times of dying. I couldnt take anymore dying and decide to just take this color. It a process of time too. Even longer than last time i dye my hair greenish blonde. Actually, i think its has not much difference with the color last time.

November 2007

~sorry huiling, couldnt find a nicer pic of me with this color. weird! what i was doing last time. Now i know already, i need to take lots of photo now!~

January 2009

a huge contrast with my sis who dye her hair dark brown. ~note the distance btw her and me; like some sort of stanger we are~ lol

I think the color this time is lighter than last time,no? Anyway, it still met my requirements, something light, instead of boring dark color again, i am happy enough. ermm.. I think I am more than happy. Haha!

I believe some of you guys might have already noticed, i dont really like black hair. I dye my hair whenever i got the chance. Dark hair is soo dull and boring imo. and black hair doesnt suits me well.

Anyway, Tomorrow! its the CNY eve. Its a big day for every chinese in this world; that being said. Make it a special one. Reunion with your family. Even you are far away and couldnt make it, at least call and send the greetings! It would means alot for your family.

Finally, would like to end this post with the two favourite Pretonas Chinese New Year greetings of mine. They are so heart-reaching. Enjoy.

Hey, what am i doing here?!@ Its Chinese New year! Its a celebration and we are supposed to be happy!

~plays chinese new year songs now~

wonderin

2009-01-15T02:21:00.003+08:00

You know why the reason i have been less in calling you guys out this lately ? Taking care of my grandma was not only the reason, but something else.

Cause i have been wondering if i dont ask you out, would you ask me out? Apparently, the answer is something which i do not hope to see.

I wonder what are the reasons. Perhaps things are more fun without me. or the bond without me is stronger and it is better without my presence now. or maybe i dont know anymore maybe.

Things have changed since after i am back from US. I still remember how we joked about how i might have changed after i am back. Ironically, you see, it is the opposite.

Neeways, cant wait till my exam is over.
Wanna go and cut hair and have my hair dyed. Its going to be great! I mean my new look.

Wahaha!

small update

2009-01-09T18:18:00.006+08:00

pheww...!

at least untill next tuesday! wahaha! 2 down now and 4 more to go then i will be free! Dont have to wake up in the middle of the night and sleep laying my head on the table no more. These days are suffering.

Anyway, i have a video(again!) to share while i was away this time. Enjoy! lolx

A rhino giving birth to human!

Happy new year 2009

2009-01-01T13:11:00.004+08:00

Here it comes, another new year.

Are you ready to let go of your past and embrace the new year?

let's go! buddy!
let's make your new year a meaningful one.
live no regret!

chaos

2008-12-26T08:24:00.006+08:00

I think i am really in deep shit now. My final exam for this semester is in another 13 days and there is no preparations had been done yet. Nada!! i mean nothing! nothing at all!

I am now in ipoh again for the 7th day. Gotta go back right after finish the matters here and start studying! i mean in no time!

aside of it , there are tons of unreplied smses. and i would like to say sorry! sorry! to whose msg i left unreplied. My phone wasnt with me all the time and when the time i got the chance to grab my phone yet i dun have the time to reply the msgs. sorry!

anyway, merry christmas too to you guys and a happy new year. though having the worst christmas and new year eva with my family now.

stay positive!

Back from ipoh..

2008-12-24T01:29:00.003+08:00

She is gone.

There is too much memories of hers which i dont really want myself to recall back now. I dont want to cry thinking of them anymore. Tears is not something which we should bring out everytime we thought of her but smile.

I guess i should stop right now. b4 everything goes into a mess again.

Time will ease the pain. Let's just take it as she went travel somewhere else.

It's better this way.

Bad day

2008-12-16T23:59:00.004+08:00

After today, i am more convinced that what i'd thought all this time is correct. If you ask am i sad about this? yes, i am.

In a nutshell, today is just totally a bad day to me.

Watched transporter 3, everything's cool except the love scene with the girl. Valentino? or whatever her name is. Urghh.. the striptease. totally a turn off.

Went to get Origin's check and balances (finally!) and its out of stock. Why now?!

Same to the earphone earbud, when i am just about to pay for it and they told me they do not accept the member card.

Arghh! what is wrong with me?

I feel like i am such a little girl.
whining whining whining.

why..........

Laughter for the Week

2008-12-12T16:28:00.006+08:00

Bumped into his video when i was browsing the forum. At first, i thought its gonna be those stupid parody again. Surprisingly, it turned out to be otherwise!

I admit some parts of it are still quite stupid la.. but its funny in a way too. ~Just pay attention on those small details and you will know!~ Not to mention the way they speak english. Lol! Check out his profile.

Some of the videos which i found quite funny.

Lunch

Oh Shit

Mysterious Barbie Doll part 1

Mysterious Barbie Doll part 2

Credits go to the talented team!
milmilxx production

I am back; WMP

2008-12-08T23:39:00.005+08:00

It was a tired day today altogether. Driving itself is a tiring job enough while it is even more worst when its raining throughout the whole day!

Literally, it was raining the whole journey from ipoh to kl and i aint kidding about that. It was so hard fighting on how to see through all the raindrops.

But anyhow! It is another story when you driving in the rain with ur favorite musics being played on!! Just love how you can enjoying listen to ur songs in such comfortable situation.

Talking about listening songs! I just discovered something.

Window media player shuffle sucks!

I use WMP to play my songs usually and I always wonder why my WMP is keep repeating the same songs. I remember i did turn on the shuffle button. Do i really have that little music that it needs to keep repeating the same songs as it has nothing else to play.

and then i switch to itunes.

all the songs are back. none of the songs being repeated. In fact, i have found so many nice songs which being hided by WMP all this while..

=.=|||

unexpected call

2008-12-05T19:40:00.004+08:00

I dun understand why is that phonecall saying that you are in Japanese class about especially when i am having a hard time in ipoh now. You know i always wanted to join one.

I dun really know whats ur intention with that phonecall. If you thinking of showing off? ? You can save it. I dun need this right now.

Anyway, for those who are concern. Thank you and all the calls and smses! Currently, she is doing quite stable now. But only god knows when this would lasts.

Just drove my mom back home and probably will going back tomorrow or the day after tomorrow with my cousin sisters.

No matter how,what or when, we are all supporting each other.
This is what really matters now.

Goodnight goodnight

2008-12-03T02:32:00.004+08:00

This song had caught my attention this lately. It really gives me a nostalgic feelings. It sounds so similar with the song She will be loved which a fren of mine had used to sing to me.

Anyway, its a nice song. Enjoy it.

Tomorrow, we will be heading Ipoh again.
Her condition is getting serious. and we might lose her this time.

Seriously, i am not sure if i am prepared for that.

Daorae

2008-12-01T23:30:00.004+08:00

This post is made at Simone's insistence. lolx

Its all started at a day when my maths class finished earlier. and i decided to find my frens to go out makan. Called them, set the time and here we go.

Picked up Potato and Simone at Simone's house. The decisions were either SS2 Thousand Year Road for Penang Food or Korean Food. I always wanted to try korean food again after last time the Da Cheuing Gam gathering with john they all. Of course without having to say anything, with Simone presence, The choice was definitely Korean Food. lolx

Daorae in Taipan!! It puzzled me alot why they came up such name for a restaurant. Daorae? Diarrhea? =X

Their operating time was supposed to start at 5.30 and we reached there at 4.40 something. But the owner was kind enough to let us in! Well, there is this thing i would like to highlight. Their services is super super super good! It feels back like i was in US where each table is assigned a server and he is in charged to serve you for the entire time when you are there. No more fights for requesting help from the which servers.

Their service? 5 stars hotel alike service!!!

The appetizer for our meal. Seaweed Seafood Soup.

BBQ meat! The main dish! We ordered two type of meat. One sweet sauce marinated meat and another one with Ginseng. Wow! Ginseng! lolx

Of course! A korean cuisine wouldn't be complete without its side dishes. Somemore, its FREE REFILL!!

Meatsss surrounded with tons of side dishes. Imagine eating a piece of marinated meat wrapped with a slice of lettuce. Marinated meat with crunchy lettuce. Not to mention, their sauces! Arrhh! So Yummy!

Next, Simone's Kim Chi soup. Err.. Not my type of soup. Always not a fan of Kim Chi! haha!

A special Korean style pancake from the owner from the restaurant with no cost! I think it;s because he recognizes Potato. Potato has been a frequent customer! Seriously, i think the tastes ok ok only. Maybe i had too much of the BBQ meat already. lolx

The End! Actually there are more dishes to shown! I think we asked for refills for quite a few rounds. lolx. The server has already cleaned up some of it.

Seriously, i will come back again. Great food plus Great service. Their workers even hold the life for you if you are leaving. How nice! We will see you again for sure!

Oh ya! Happy World Aids Day by the way. erm.. Is happy a appropriate word? Anyway, create the awareness of Aids around you!

xoxo

Annoyed

2008-11-27T23:39:00.002+08:00

I dunno where all these feelings came from.

I started to have dislike feelings over you. I dont know whether its your problem or mine.

... Probably mine.

SCREAM!

2008-11-26T23:14:00.003+08:00

A song which i always listen to whenever i am in a shitty mood.

Keep smashing the fucking glass!!! DAMN!!!!!

No.. no more!!!

2008-11-24T23:11:00.008+08:00

Can you believe that?!

I've made a promise and i just broke it.... at the very second day!! How could I ?! no no.. no more this time. I am gonna hold on to it now. Very very tight somemore!!

No more class skipping!!!

otherwise, how you gonna get your ~~first class~~ second upper class degree!!

tell me!!

Those were the times.. ; Happy birthday!

2008-11-24T03:02:00.004+08:00

I never wanted to add your friendster or to be added by you at the first time. Coz i needed time. I guess it was a right decision. Seeing all your photos now and i feel so much better than last time. This is the supposed feelings that i should have.

I'm glad. I really am! =)

Anyway, happy birthday Kyle. You seem to be very unhappy this two days. Everything will get better, dont worry. I am sure they remember it and you would still have us supporting you no matter what.

Since we are both 21 now already, so we should make our next outing the Grand Royal Genting Casino!! I know.. It's just a place gathered by those gamblers and nothing much about it.

but,

It's always a tradition and a must to enter a Casino after you turned 21, no?

Short term memory

2008-11-22T02:28:00.006+08:00

Seriously, i think i do have this problem where i have this tendency to keep forgetting what i have done or what happened to me.

Say, i might dont remember what happened in the movie or even the movie itself. There is this example which i really laugh at myself everytime i talk about it. I was watching HBO in my living room, then i came across to this movie. It turned out to be quite good and i was very happy that i found this movie. I told this my fren the very next day just to share this movie with him and you know what did i got from him ? Didn't we watch this movie together in the cinema before?

I was like.. =.=||||| er errrr.. yameh? sorry sorry!!

Maybe part of the reason is i do not take things seriously. Things doesnt stay in my heart. Be it simple or supposed to be memorable. It could be a good thing though. I think? Meaning things do not get to hurt me or upset me that easily.

But one thing that;s funny, some simple chicken things do actually stay in my mind for quite a long time. I dunno why? Like what my friend had ordered for his meal when we first entered to a restaurant and i cant firgure why i keep remembering that.

weird.

what if..

2008-11-21T02:49:00.010+08:00

If.. i didn't join VU after my mufy. I retake my maths, who knows i would be good in my maths and ended up in Monash now already.

If.. i didnt give up my VU, hold on and get on to second sem. I would be in Monash now already.

If.. i didnt have the thought of going uk, i would be in Monash now already.

too many ifs...
It;s true, I have been complaning too much until even me myself get sick of it.
Things do not always go the way u wanted it to be, you are grown up man.
Understand it, suck them all in and move on.

I know i know.
Thats how i should be doing it.
Future might be so volatile and we can;t really predict it.
Things could be the other way round.

but, i just cant help it and missing it sometimes..

Potato!! and its all because of you!! lolx
and Vivien faster come back!!

ARGGGGGHHHHH

2008-11-20T01:25:00.003+08:00

Arghhh!! How could i forgot!!!!

The due date for my school was on 10 Nov and its 19 Nov now! How could I ?!!

and they are charging me bloody hell 10bucks per day!
rm100 in total for paying tomorrow.

Gosh!

A change is needed.

2008-11-18T22:18:00.000+08:00

seriously.

That;s my 21st bday!

2008-11-05T15:24:00.005+08:00

Silent... shhhh

2008-10-23T23:49:00.006+08:00

I feel like closing myself at home.

So that I don't have to social with them.

Hate rejecting people.

Coz i know there;s going to be any hatred towards me next time. but i really dont feel like going out.

That's why all the unanswered sms, msn.

All i want its just stay in my comfort zone.
No need to fear, no need to worry.
Just myself. and only myself.

I'm Blessed.

2008-10-21T14:42:00.002+08:00

Actually, i am always surrounded by a lot of great friends and blessings all the time yet it is just me who does not aware of it and under appreciating them. I love you guys. Seriously. sorry for my ignorance and stupidity all the time.

Thanks Massaki, i love you too.

Second year!. Finally =.=

2008-09-29T23:36:00.002+08:00

After all the struggles and delays, I finally able get myself proceed into the second year of my degree. Honestly speaking, i actually do feel a little bit nervous the night before. lol. As if tomorrow would be my first day of getting into the Uni.

Anway, met a lof of school friends, all have been asking how it feels like in US. Bla bla. Catching up.

Zhen Chou started a new club named Nature Club. As a sign of showing my support, i registered myself to it. It,s only Rm5. But in terms of activities contribution, i dont think i am able to give much. Asking myself t o attend the classes are hard enough, not to mention, the clubs? =.= lol. Heard they are organizing some trips in Dec. Japan trip!!! anyone?

Group picture with the little earth model they made. Quite interesting, no? Fits the name of the club.

Hui Ling and Jennifer birthday! After the club club register, we headed on to Kajang metro Point to celebrate their birthday! Ya, you heard me right, metro point. How pathetic we nottingham students are. This mall is consider one of the most happening mall in our area. =.= Anyway, Happy birthday Jen and Huiling!

I think i will starting to post up some photos of my previous trip. Dont ask me when, coz i dont even know it myself. See lar. Will definitely fill up the gaps. See ya!

Sorry to all my friends!

2008-09-01T14:54:00.003+08:00

Really sorry, i wish to say to all my friends.

Its been two days i am back, but i still couldnt find the time out and find you guys. Currently, i am now at ipoh companying my grandma. Will be back in a week, after she had settle everything here. By the way, I need a haircut too. My hair is like freaking long.

Sorry!

Between, my luggage has been returned it to me! the next night. Apparently, it had been delayed in Beijing and has to take the next flight back to Malaysia. Everything in the luggage is still there!

Yay!

Where the hell it is now ?

2008-08-30T03:48:00.006+08:00

Finally, all the long flight again, i am back!
Back and reached Malaysia.

Safe but not sound.
One of my luggage went missing. A bag with full of AnF, Aeropostale, Hollister's bag and clothess went MISSING?!!!

Where did the heck it has gone to?? Delay in Beijing? Chicago?
Made a report with the luggage office and hopefully there will be news about it tomorrow morning. Hopefully!!

short note: Visited my grandma for a short while just now.
She couldnt sleep awaiting for our arrival. Hugged her and will visit her tomorrow morning again. Everything will be fine again. *crossin my fingers*

Coming back.

2008-08-25T02:53:00.006+08:00

Something urgently came up.
The news that i hope would reach me the last is finally here.
All trips have to be canceled now.

I am coming back Malaysia.
This friday August 29.

Wait for me, grandma.